2010-11-19 15:19:57 ET

a lot of things have changed in my life over the last year, some good and some bad, but as usual i am still here. it's nice, having that constant, knowing that i have forced myself to become stable and accepting.

i finally feel like an adult. i've done a lot of "soul searching"(i hate that term) and i'm finally working on making myself happy before i worry about anyone else. i am a good person, i deserve good things, and i have the means to provide myself with a bright and happy future.

life is truly a beautiful thing, as is friendship. i have come to know so many great people and learn so many things i would have otherwise not known.

"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"

2010-06-06 07:19:44 ET

i already dislike children,

but any child that watches icarly

needs to be punted off a cliff.

2010-06-03 15:59:44 ET

been a long while

the new me

got tired of fighting the good fight. i don't really feel like myself anymore but i'm getting used to it. we'll see if they come back.

over halfway done with beauty school, it feels weird to actually be good at something that matters. making lots of friends and actually going out and doing shit again. if anything it has slowly helped me become more at ease in public and get over my social phobia.

getting a job soon at either sally beauty supply or cost cutters as a receptionist. neither of them are hiring but according to the person who is hooking me up, i'm at the top of both lists.

got rid of my caprice, too much maintenance. replaced it with an olds 88.

i guess that's it, really. life is peachy. feels nice to write here again.
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2010-01-16 13:28:12 ET


2009-12-24 19:49:54 ET

merry christmas.
what was the best gift you got?
mine was...
seriously, it's awesome.

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