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" born in the sixties, that what we are"|
try to live straight edge now, but still have fun to drink and smoke sometimes, maybe, thatīs my life
lived vegetarian for more than 10 years, now like fish as much as my cats
love alternative-music, favoured bands: sonic youth, nick cave and many unknown, still have my LPīs with many first albums, also alittle heavymetal, like watari, sepultura
love techno like underworld
love the music of my friend!
started writing and painting again, would like to photogaphe much more, but have no right equipment on my own, my life is low budget...
now i started tatooing, too
love all people, who are " out of norm"
| boring bs? the same procedure as every year, miss sophie? 2013-01-11 01:31:54 ET
...and again i have to see, that i couldn`t functionate like "normal" people. and had to bring myself in hospital,- "therapy", i could hear them again,btw.|
iīm sad, that i couldnīt move in this nice little flat in berlin, because of my psych-problems and too less money.
but i know now, that iīm not alone here- here are my people!-itīs my home with friends and my sisters near by, i can look into their eyes, i can touch them, smell and they give me a real hug. and laugh with them, the best thing on that illness is a special kind of humour, with out it you could give up at once.
itīll never be easy, my life is crasschore sometimes, but now i have the hope, that it could work with the medicine , good talks with good people, and try to live not so fast.
| hey babes! 2012-11-12 21:38:56 ET
when everything works iīll move to berlin in february.|
yesterday i sprayed on a painting i found in old things on the street long time ago. on the painting were tulpines, and i paint a lot of flowers on my own. so i wanted to spray "flowers, flowers, flowers" but than i sprayed;
a few weeks ago i painted a bad face (fratze) on a flower-painting from me.
i hate to paint flowers all the time.
i need a big "leinwand" to paint my dream of jesus on a "diwan" in oil.
he should be with a woman on it.
in berlin i will write on my science fiction or on another project.
maybe a book with my poems, too.
and iīll visit english spoken meetings.
there is a duck-lake and a park in the near of my new flat. the house has windows in "jugendstil"
i came in and felt very comfortable. there are trees before my windows, so i`ll sit there drawing sometime.
carsten will take a flat there, too. and heīll play in a band and visit an art-institute. work a little bit.
my catman could look to birds on that trees.
so life will be much better for us.
"ich bin ein berliner"
(berliner are also cakes with marmelade)
| mmhhh1 2012-11-07 00:39:02 ET
vegan butter and cacao-powder on my breakfast-bread. that reminds me on time, when i was a child. but today i listen to rocknīroll and not to radio.
| back again 2012-10-30 00:54:29 ET
after a long time with tv and cakes and chocolate, depression and alkohol i startet the second try with "bill and bob".
i felt to be right there, and now iīm with them since 3 and half week.
there are many interesting people, i went to cinema with 2 of them in the second week, i met two gays for lunch, weīll go to brunch on sunday together with my boyfriend.
it is a kind of new life for me without alcohol. i smoke a lot of cigarettes now, but sometime i wonīt need that , too.
in the meetings i met a woman, whoīll give up her flat in berlin now. wednesday i take a trip to berlin, take a walk in the quarter and have a look on the flat. but maybe the owner will sell this house. iīll write him a letter, and carsten will go to berlin with me, when i move.
i hope to get a flat there, soon.
and i hope, someone of you people will visit me there, maybe.
17 years in braunschweig are enough.
and the other things in my life? _: i paint a lot, and my creativity flows without alcohohol much more than ever.
i spin my own music , i have a lot good things- nearly all day, when iīm at home.
with candles, tee, and a good mood.
i feel fresh, i lost weight, i eat bio-legumes, life can be beautyful!!
and iīm happy about counterseatlle, that īs my start in the day, when i awake, make some coffee(espresso) and listen to it nearly every morning during the week.- greetz to turbo.
i wish you a good week, hope obama will win, hope your wether will be better soon.