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| Shocking and Appalling | 2006-01-29 12:24:19 ET |
http://actionnetwork.org/campaign/googleaction
"Google just passed a bill that will allow it to have the largest network available in China for internet surfers. One catch: there is a
GIGANTIC gov't installed filter that prevents any CHinese browser from viewing anything related to Tibet, Buddhism, and Human Rights.
Yep. You heard right.
Granted.....Every country has censored news. I usually watch BBC to find out whats going on in America for that reason. However,everyone knows about the filter except, guess who? CHINA and the people who live there. This is me, crying. They're one step closer to killing Tibet. Only now they can kill it behind closed doors, while the people in their country have no idea.
This alone, shows you not only how backwards and power hungry China is, but also how easily a major corporation like google can be suckered into supporting that corruption when a large enough dollar bill is waved in front of their noses.
"Google and China, working hand in hand in the demise of one of the world's most holy places. "
If you want to do something about it, email google. Heres a link.
http://actionnetwork.org/campaign/googleaction
Its takes millions of people to make anything happen. But it has to start somewhere. "
http://actionnetwork.org/campaign/googleaction
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| latest info... | 2006-01-27 12:10:37 ET |
...stress is too much, and i don't feel so well....
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| Horray for.... | 2006-01-22 21:32:11 ET |
Boobies!!!!!!
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| RIP - Ben Goldstein | 2006-01-22 14:10:39 ET |
I just found out that a friend/pot-guy, Ben, passed away on (we think) the 17th of December, over christmas break. Apparent cause of death was Resparitory Failure, due to an overdose of drugs facilitated by alcohol consumption. We had just talked, a few weeks prior to his passing, and I was looking forward to seeing him again.
He was a kindred spirit, a fellow Psychonaut. We were both Alexander Shulgin - especially of Pihkal (Phenthylamines I Have Known and Loved) and Tihkal (Tryptamines I Have Known and Loved). He prefered bartering with drugs as opposed to money transactions, as did I. Heh, he also got the 'kindest' buds in NC...
I shall miss him, not only as a 'contact', but more than that, as a valued source of like-minded conversation. I felt comfortable with him, which is very rare. We weren't as close as I would have liked, but I was hoping VERY much that it would change rapidly.
You shall be remembered, dear brother. I shall smoke a big fat bowl of KB in Memorium! Rest well, and may you find your way to the 'Great Freak-Out in the Sky'!!!
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| why? | 2006-01-22 10:22:24 ET |
What is it that gives Mothers the uncanny ability to make you feel like shit, through anything? You could be having the best day of your life, and they can still make the whole world look black. It must be supernatural, it must....
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| why? | 2006-01-22 10:22:16 ET |
What is it that gives Mothers the uncanny ability to make you feel like shit, through anything? You could be having the best day of your life, and they can still make the whole world look black. It must be supernatural, it must....
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| Wow, could this be any more MADE for me? He even has my name.... lol | 2006-01-18 14:06:57 ET |
Genius might be described as a supreme capacity for getting its possessors into trouble of all kinds.
- Samuel Butler
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|
Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet | Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
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| for some odd reason..... | 2006-01-16 14:05:43 ET |
I'm being QUITE Asthmatic today, though I don't know why... I don't even technically have Asthma... ugh.
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| heh | 2006-01-15 22:40:30 ET |
Just had a long converstation with a wonderful new friend, and all I have to say is: WOW! I'm really excited about all of this, and the pothentials... I've always been at such a lack for friends, and this one seems perticularly special.
You know who you are. ;)
-S
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| Nepenthe, Release, Oblivion | 2006-01-14 18:28:06 ET |
A new found Hope and Joy,
Dashed against the old familiar cliffs of Despair.
Floating up only to fall back to my Hell.
My only refuge being the old familiar Abyss of Unconsciousness.
Deadening the Senses,
Killing the Mind,
Obliterating all Thought.
Pain, that of which I thought I was through experiencing
I was younger then, more resilient.
My spirits have not the strength to fight back from this.
I feel my age now, upon me.
My youthfulness gone.
Those gay and cheerful days have long since past.
Nepenthe, Release, Oblivion.
Oh, how I long for thee
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| fun times... | 2006-01-13 08:44:35 ET |
Saturday: Registration begins at 7:30 - first come, first serve basis - with class begining at 8:00am EST.
Yes, that's right ladies and germs, this weekend is my 8hr Defenseive Driving class - for getting popped with going 90 in a 55. Better than losing my license for a month, i suppose.
Honestly though, I think as long as you're not driving impaired, the laws shouldn't be so harsh say, oh, after midnight or so...
The punishment should fit the crime. Now, it is MUCH worse of a crime to go speeding down some road during 'morning commute' hours, than it is at 3 in the morning. Shouldn't your fine be more when you're putting say 50 other drivers at risk in your drive, opposed to perhaps 2 or 3?
...but hey, maybe that's just me and my wacky ideas...
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| ...it's just that kind of day... | 2006-01-11 11:13:01 ET |
Ænema
"Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks
Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.
It's a
Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of
Freaks
Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time. Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cuz
I sure could use a vacation from this
Silly shit, stupid shit...
One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.
Learn to swim.
Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be.
Learn to swim.
Fuck L Ron Hubbard and
Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all those gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.
Learn to swim.
Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.
Learn to swim.
Fuck smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.
Learn to swim.
Cuz I'm praying for rain
And I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna watch it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.
Time to bring it down again.
Don't just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.
I can't imagine why you wouldn't
Welcome any change, my friend.
I wanna see it all come down.
suck it down.
flush it down."
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| Pihkal me, Tihkal me, just break down all the walls. | 2006-01-10 17:43:24 ET |
"Penalties against posession of a drug should not be more damaging to an individual than the use of the drug itself." - Pres. Jimmy Carter, Oct 2, 1977
" Capital punishment for a mandatiry price to pay for possession od more than XYZ grams of dope. Where in the world but here in the United States, and in Iran, and maybe in Malaysia. The unautherized possession of an atomic bomb, by the way, is worth a maximum of 12 years." -Phikal, pg. 441 [italics added]
Which, dear visitors, is the more 'Harmful' of the two offences? Really cosider the ramifications of that.
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| We fuck you up | 2006-01-07 17:55:51 ET |
"Where's the money, Lebowski? Where's the fuckin' money?!?"
"...you human Paraquat!"
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| "....if I knew it was gonna be that kinda party...." | 2006-01-04 04:21:51 ET |
I've been awake since 8:30, and I'm hyper and bored. I feel like doing something today, but I'm in a silly, reflective, non-productive mood.
Who wants to help me conjure Aldus Huxley, have a philosophical conversation, then beat each other about the head with maccaroni?
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| a quick question | 2006-01-01 14:33:27 ET |
Does anyone know if it's possible to exorcise a keyboard? I think mine's possessed. Pazuzu, anyone?
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| Zaphod!!! | 2006-01-01 12:03:52 ET |
For everyone, this is my Zaphod boy...
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| Bollocks, I say, once again! | 2006-01-01 10:46:12 ET |
To hell with all these Resolutions. I've given up on the whole concept! From now on, all I'll be creating is New Year's Revolutions!!
Post-Script:
"A single glass of wine will impair your driving more than smoking a joint. And under certain test conditions, the complex way alcohol and cannabis combine to affect driving behaviour suggests that someone who has taken both may drive less recklessly than a person who is simply drunk."
- New Scientist
March, 2002
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| Gettin' my fix.... | 2005-12-29 18:45:38 ET |
Ahhhh, who needs Jerry Springer when you have SK..... Fun times... ;)
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| Aaaaaahhhhh! | 2005-12-29 11:46:11 ET |
There's too much BLOOD in my THC stream! This MUST be remidied!!
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| poke smot! | 2005-12-27 11:22:47 ET |
Ok... all you potheads out there... raise your... um... well... ok, just lay there doing nothing and eating cookies... LOL
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| fixed | 2005-12-27 08:23:51 ET |
Broken pics fixed, page back in order. Gods are no longer restless - for the moment.
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| Where the fuck are my two front teeth?!? | 2005-12-25 10:02:51 ET |
Ok, I woke up and didn't find neither my two front teeth nor a hippopatumus! Fuck Santa in the ass with a big rubber dick!!
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| two words sum it all up! | 2005-12-24 14:04:43 ET |
Bah-Fucking-Humbug!
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| Where are you? | 2005-12-19 12:21:10 ET |
Where is sleep? Why can't I seem to find it anywhere? Ugh.... I hate being sick and not being able to sleep. I could drug myself, but then I'd sleep too long. grrr...
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| today's words of wisdom | 2005-12-19 08:22:37 ET |
Just some things to remember:
- All generalizations are, generally, inaccurate!
- Everyone is entitled to an their Oppinion. As long as it stays just that!
- Before getting upset or worked up over something ask yoursekf one simple question: Why does it matter?
Aum Ha!
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| For everyone (but moreso for the special ones... lol) | 2005-12-18 09:24:45 ET |
"War is over if you want it!" - John Lennon
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| Irony doesn't come much thicker! | 2005-12-18 07:22:02 ET |
Well, for those of you who read this thing, you should know by now that lately I've felt like I was dying of Consumption... Well, just to make me have to suffer, this is what the Universe does for a chuckle -
1. Weasle (my ususal pot guy) has been by like ALL the time, and I have like over 2oz of Mid-grades sitting around (and I only get an O at a time, max) because I can't smoke due to my pnemonia...
2. An occasional contact I have has stopped by and traded me some of my pills for like 2oz of REALLY good Kind buds, which I can't smoke much of, due to my pnemonia..
3. When I went to the store - for the first time in like a week - what happens to be on sale?? Guinness! (as well as Jungling Black and Tan: my Guinness substitute when I'm poor.. heh) ...guess what I'm not supposed to do because of a 10-day antibiotic? Drink! Oh joy!
....yes, yes, laugh at my expense - Universe and everyone else... heh
If it wasn't for this Laudnum, I'd be very upset. Ha! =P
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| Laudnum, anyone? | 2005-12-16 11:33:34 ET |
Well, I got back form the docs a bit ago.... No, it's not the Hanta Vitrus... I now carry the diagnosis of: Bacterial Pnemonia and Acute Bacterial Sinusitis. For which, I recieved strong antibiotics and Hydrocodone syrup. yum! ...Sam go nod now, hehe....
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| It's begining to look alot like.... Hanta Virus... | 2005-12-16 03:00:28 ET |
Well, I think I'm making a Dr. appt. today, after having coughed up probably twice my weight in sputem. Perhaps it's just a case of Consumption, and not Hanta... hmmm....
::Update:: Going to the Dr. at noon...
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| more memories (watching the whole series, hehe).... | 2005-12-15 04:49:48 ET |
"We tell you over and over again that you're wonderful, and you just don't get it... What's wrong with you?!?!" - Helen
You're Standing on my Neck
by Splendora
This is my stop
Got to get off
I may go pop
Excuse me
Excuse me
I've got to be direct
If I'm wrong please correct
You're standing on my neck
You're standing on my neck
You're standing on my neck
You look right through me
you say I'm gloomy
Well, so sue me
Excuse me
Excuse me
I've got to be direct
It's like a big train wreck
You're standing on my neck
You're standing on my neck
You're standing
Nothing is like I planned it
So honey I can't stand it
Wish I was made of granite
(Daria) I must be on another planet
la la la la la, la la la la la
(guitar solo)
This is my stop
Got to get off
I may go pop
Excuse me
Excuse me
I've got to be direct
If I'm wrong please correct
You're standing on my neck
You're standing on my neck
You're standing on my neck
la la la la la, la la la la la (to fade)
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| I love this one! | 2005-12-14 08:23:37 ET |
"I rent cars alot, and I won't be familiar with them, so sometimes drive like ten miles with the Emergency Brake on. Which doesn't say much for me, but it REALLY doesn't say much for the Emergency Brake. It's more like a 'Emergency Smell-Funny Lever'..." -Mitch Hedberg
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| can I get an Amen? | 2005-12-13 10:51:07 ET |
"Getting rid of Windows and Believing in Linux is like becoming a Christian or something - You go all weird, get new friends and preach about it"
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| god, ain't it the truth? | 2005-12-13 05:47:10 ET |
"A woman is the most fiendish instrument of torture ever devised to bedevil the days of man." - 'O Brother Where Art Thou'
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| "where ever he falls, there shall he be buried...." | 2005-12-12 22:15:46 ET |
"The man who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The man who walks alone is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been." - Alan Ashley-Pit
"I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason and intellect has intended us to forego their use." - Galileo Galilei
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| Everyone needs a little lovin', sometimes.... | 2005-12-09 05:25:52 ET |
The Sacrilege of the Day:
(Being raised Catholic - Altar boy and all - I just can't help but loving this picture as a guilty pleasure!)
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| Heart `Splodey! | 2005-12-08 10:31:57 ET |
Albuterol is my friend....
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| ...oh, how I weep..... | 2005-12-07 21:16:33 ET |
....I found my snake today, half-frozen and nealry dead in his tank... Apparently his heat-rock had come unplugged, and I hadn't been checking on him enough, with this whole Lung deal and all.... When I found him, he was limp, his eyes were completely white, and he couldn't even flick his tounge out to smell, he just kind of lolled it out, every so often.... I've brought him into my room and warmed him up, and he seems to be doing somewhat better, but his eyes are still all white...
I'm SO worried about my Basil... I don't know anything about snakes and cold weather, I'm from fucking Florida..... I can't afford to take him to the vet (still worried about how I'm going to make rent THIS month!!). I'm soooo afraid I will lose him... I know it may sound silly to be so attatched to a reptile that doesn't even have emotions, but Basil means the world to me... I would be devistated if anything happened to him....
Does anyone know anything about snakes and the effects of cold? He's a Royal (Ball)Python. What's with his eyes? It's not like he's shedding, and he's showing no other signs that he would be.... Will it go away? Is he permenantly blind now, or something? Anyone??
-S
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| ....7 Hours in the ER later..... | 2005-12-07 18:09:12 ET |
Well, after 7 fun-filled hours in the ER, they didn't see anything in my lungs, and diagnosed me with 'Acute Bronchitis', gave me an Albuterol inhailer, and sent me on my way. Boy... what fun shit!!
-S
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| "...I love the smell of Lung Rot in the morning.... smells like... victory..." | 2005-12-06 17:18:06 ET |
Well, hopefully I'll make it to the ER tonight. Haven't ate or drank in 12 hours in preperation. Lets hope I make it (in all possible meanings of the phrase, heh).
-S
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| ...to ER, but procrastinated - only this time not by me!! | 2005-12-05 17:30:50 ET |
Well, I'm going to the ER to get a chest film and see if I need my lung vacumed. I planned on doing it this evening, when it wasn't busy, but that's not going to happen.
I just got off the phone with my sister, and she said I should wait untill tommorow, and she'll go with me, so I don't have to sit in the waiting room alone. That is a bonus, they are boring as shit, but she's wacko, so it will be an adventure. lol
My chest hurts, and I just want to sleep..... ugh. Though beer helps me not feel so physically bad, and pot is helping me not freak out (yes, i'm still smoking pot with something in my lung. i'm horrible, i know... but, at least it's not ciggs....)
Well, hope I don't keel over before tommorow... hehe
I'll keep you all posted....
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| to ER or not to ER.... | 2005-12-05 00:35:56 ET |
Well, I'm not sure if I should just try and make a doctor's appointment, or suck it up and go to the ER... ...I think I may have done something that sent me to the ER about twenty-two years ago: asperation. I think I may have Asperated a nut from some mixed nuts I was eating. Odd thing is, when this happened last time, it was from a peanut. Should I be learning something here? lol
Well, anyway, I guess one way or another they're going to have to vacume out my lungs again - what fun.
Tommorow I should wake up having spiked a fever, and suffering from flu like symptoms.
...hopefully I'll get lucky and cough it out, but I really doubt it at this point.... wish good things, though...
-S
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| Shit..... | 2005-12-03 18:00:51 ET |
....if it's gonna be THAT kinda party, then I'm gonna stick my dick in the mashed potatoes!
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| Walking on the Moon | 2005-11-29 19:09:41 ET |
"Giant steps are what you take
Walking on the moon
I hope my legs don't break
Walking on the moon
We could walk for ever
Walking on the moon
We could live together
Walking on, walking on the moon
Walking back from your house
Walking on the moon
Walking back from your house
Walking on the moon
Feet they hardly touch the ground
Walking on the moon
My feet don't hardly make no sound
Walking on, walking on the moon
Some may say
I'm wishing my days away, no way
And if it's the price I pay, some say
Tomorrow's another day, you'll stay
I may as well play
Giant steps are what you take
Walking on the moon
I hope my legs don't break
Walking on the moon
We could walk for ever
Walking on the moon
We could be together
Walking on, walking on the moon
Some may say
I'm wishing my days away no way
And if it's the price I pay, some say
Tomorrow's another day, you'll stay
I may as well play"
- The Police
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| an older piece, every fitting.... | 2005-11-21 13:28:36 ET |
'No One Truely Loves the Poet'
No one ever truely loves the Poet,
True, they may love his work,
They might even think they see him through his words,
But they only see what he willingly shows.
They never really see the awful wretchedness,
Caused by years of isolation and pain, Of being used and abused,
By giving freely of himself and never recieving anything but scorn.
No one sees the true desperation,
His cries for help all go unnoticed
Destined to go through live alone and miserable.
Even the very few who try to love him, they don't realize how much he needs.
Always seeming clingy or overly affectionate,
But they don't see just how alone he is.
-S
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| Can't we all relate? hehe | 2005-11-14 18:09:57 ET |
I'm Afraid of Americans
David Bowie
johnny's in america, low-tech's at the wheel
no-one needs anyone, they don't even just pretend
johnny's in america
i'm afraid of americans
i'm arfraid of the world
i'm afraid i can't help it
i'm afraid i can't
johnny's in america
johnny wants a brain, johnny wants to suck on a coke
johnny wants a woman, johnny wants to think of a joke
johnny's in america
i'm afraid of americans
i'm arfraid of the world
i'm afraid i can't help it
i'm afraid i can't
johnny's in america
johnny's in america, johnny looks up at the stars
johnny combs his hair and johnny wants pussy and cars
johnny's in america
i'm afraid of americans
i'm arfraid of the world
i'm afraid i can't help it
i'm afraid i can't
johnny's in america
god is an american
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| Definition for those of you who are 'Aramaicly Impaired' | 2005-11-13 18:46:07 ET |
"And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, 'Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?' that is to say, 'My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken me?'" Matthew 27:46.
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| Forgive them..... (written 11/13/05) | 2005-11-13 14:05:29 ET |
Forgive them Father, for the know not what they do.
Wake up
The day is gone
The lonely, cold night has already descended.
You're dreams, they haunt you.
Removing all sense of hope,
Of Self-Confidence.
Promises to suffer through life longer,
For the sake of not hurting someone.
Over and over again.
Endure these taunts and lashings,
Carry this Cross
Back and forth to Golgotha
Over and over again
For the redemption of the sins of others
In an attempt to die with a clean conscience.
Eli, Eli! lama sabachthani?
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| feel like death | 2005-11-12 18:49:44 ET |
Well, after overcoming Pnemonia, now I've been sleeping like CRAZY recenty, and my stomach/intestines feel like they're trying to KILL ME, every time I eat anything. It's like I CAN'T eat ANYTHING!!!
not that I'm all that big on food, but I enjoy a nibble now and again.... If this keeps it up, you'll all have to start calling me
'Karen Carpenter' LOL!
-S
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| more catharsis - written 5 mins ago.... | 2005-11-11 20:27:30 ET |
I sit here and think back to the begining of it all
Our meeting, the racing of my heart at your presence
The swimming of my head at our first kiss.
You gave me hope when I most needed it
We gave each other a reason to live
We found all we ever dreamed of,
In being in the other's arms.
Then came the times of fighting and distance.
Arguments long into the night and morning,
Words and actions we never could have imagined ourselves capable of.
Wanting to hurt the each other,
And yet wanting just to be loved.
My tears still fall
When I think of how bad things went
How something so precious slipped through our fingers
Sobbing,
At the pain we caused,
When all we ever wanted was to be a source of comfort,
Both to ourselves and to the other.
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| a PS to that last one.... | 2005-11-11 12:20:29 ET |
PS - This is what PART of the alphabet would look like without Q & R in it.... LOL!
No, really....
I ALSO woke up with my bong in my hands... didn't drop that one... Lucked out that it was just beer in the bed and no bong-water....
Oh... ....i woke up with my dagger - unsheathed - in my bed, as well... heh. So, I guess it's a good thing I woke up, at all... hehe.
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| "body and beats I stain my sheets I don't even know why" | 2005-11-11 12:09:02 ET |
Just a little antecdote for you folks to bring a little chuckle...
Well, I wet the bed last night! LOL
Now, It's not like what you all are thingking... I had one too many (litterally) beers last night. I passed out, in bed, with the last one - full - in my hands....
As one can imagine, I woke up with my sheets soaked, the beer empty, and the bed smelling like a brewery...
..after getting up, laying towles down on the beer, etc, etc... I layed back down to go to bed. I had one of the best nights of sleep I've had in I can't remember how long, with the smell of beer in my nostrils all night long.....
A connection, a coincidance, who knows?
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| More Fun Quotes, lol | 2005-11-08 14:03:42 ET |
"Orgy-porgy, Ford and fun,
Kiss the girls and make them One.
Boys at one with girls at peace.
Orgy-porgy gives release."
"Hug me `till you drug me, honey,
Kiss me `till I'm in a coma:
Hug me, honey, snuggly bunny;
Love's as good as soma."
- A.H.
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| ah, the memories.... | 2005-11-08 13:38:20 ET |
Mexican Radio
by Wall Of Voodoo
I feel a hot wind on my shoulder
And the touch of a world that is older
I turn the switch and check the number
I leave it on when in bed I slumber
I hear the rhythms of the music
I buy the product and never use it
I hear the talking of the DJ
Can't understand just what does he say?
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican - whoah - radio
I dial it in and tune the station
They talk about the U.S. inflation
I understand just a little
No comprende, it's a riddle
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican, whoa-Oh, radio
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican, whoa-Oh, radio
I wish I was in Tijuana
Eating barbequed iguana
I'd take requests on the telephone
I'm on a wavelength far from home
I feel a hot wind on my shoulder
I dial it in from south of the border
I hear the talking of the DJ
Can't understand just what does he say?
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican, whoa-Oh, radio
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican, whoa-Oh, radio
Radio radio... Radio radio... Radio radio...
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican, whoa-Oh, radio
I'm on a mexican radio. I'm on a Mexican, whoa-Oh, radio
Radio radio... What does he say ?
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| stuck in my head ever since i watched 'Drugstore Cowboy' again, the other night.... | 2005-11-06 19:29:39 ET |
Desmond Dekker & The Aces
Israelites
Get up in the morning, slaving for bread, sir,
so that every mouth can be fed.
Poor me, the Israelite. Aah.
Get up in the morning, slaving for bread, sir,
So that every mouth can be fed.
Poor me, the Israelite. Aah.
My wife and my kids, they are packed up and leave me.
Darling, she said, I was yours to be seen.
Poor me, the Israelite. Aah.
Shirt them a-tear up, trousers are gone.
I don't want to end up like Bonnie and Clyde.
Poor me, the Israelite. Aah.
After a storm there must be a calm.
They catch me in the farm. You sound the alarm.
Poor me, the Israelite. Aah.
Poor me, the Israelite.
I wonder who I'm working for.
Poor me, Israelite,
I look a-down and out, sir.
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| Another VERY old poem.... | 2005-11-06 10:18:57 ET |
Chase Away the Endless Night
I see her in the distance,
Her hair flowing in the wind.
Her beautifu face alit with radiance.
Sparkling eyes,
Soft voice,
Like gentle soothing music,
Echoing upon the depths of my soul.
Longing to hold her in my arms,
To kiss her lips,
To feel her loving touch.
When she is near,
Tenderness and light enters my heart,
But when she leaves,
Darkness returns again.
I'm dying for her to hold me,
To make me whole,
Chase away the endless night....
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| VERY old poetry | 2005-11-05 18:48:37 ET |
This one was TRANSCRIBED in `99, written several years earlier...
(I can still see her face, hear her laugh, smell her hair....)
She stands there at the edge of the woods,
Bathed in moonlight,
The sliver light reflecting off her skin,
Causing her eyes to glow.
She turns, feeling my stare,
Though she looks directly at me,
I am still unseen,
My only friend, darkness, conceals me.
There is a faint breeze,
Ruffling her hair,
Blowing her scent to me,
Raising the hair on the back of my neck.
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| 'Vally Girl', lol | 2005-11-04 23:28:11 ET |
"I'm like SO not getting out of the car..."
"Ok, but when they attack the car, save the radio!"
"God, why don't you just ground me like Stacy's parents do??"
"That would be bad Karma, dear..."
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| 'Revolutionary Judgement Night' | 2005-11-04 20:04:21 ET |
"You Can Kill the Revolutionary, but You Can't Kill the Revolution!"
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| A poem from a few months ago | 2005-11-04 17:45:16 ET |
found this evening and transcribed for your enjoyment....
<name to remain annon.>
I call out to you,
But you're not there.
I scream for you,
But you don't hear.
In my time of Need,
In my place of Desperation,
I find myself,
Once again,
Utterly Alone.
I expected more than I should,
I needed more than you could give.
Though I can be a pillar of strength for you,
I find myself crumbling under the weight of my own cross.
I do not wish to cause you further pain, burden, etc...
Though my mind still calls out to you for help....
......., ......., ........!
My Solitude and Hopelessness Consumes Me.
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| Sisters come to visit | 2005-11-03 13:42:35 ET |
'Scarlet Fever' and her sister 'Typhoid Mary'... hmm, is my skin supposed to be green?
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| Plauge! | 2005-11-02 15:21:30 ET |
Maybe I should take a road trip and spread this unique strain of respratory infection to odd places.... hehehehe, just call me 'Typhod Mary'.. =P
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| Quarintine!!! | 2005-11-02 08:39:00 ET |
I'm out of commission here for a bit - have been since sunday... You know, with SARS and all..... heh
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| Burnin' all illusion | 2005-10-30 17:31:37 ET |
This morning I woke up in a curfew;
O God, I was a prisoner, too - yeah!
Could not recognize the faces standing over me;
They were all dressed in uniforms of brutality. Eh!
How many rivers do we have to cross,
Before we can talk to the boss? Eh!
All that we got, it seems we have lost;
We must have really paid the cost.
(That's why we gonna be)
Burnin' and a-lootin' tonight;
(Say we gonna burn and loot)
Burnin' and a-lootin' tonight;
(One more thing)
Burnin' all pollution tonight;
(Oh, yeah, yeah)
Burnin' all illusion tonight.
Oh, stop them!
Give me the food and let me grow;
Let the roots man take a blow.
All them drugs gonna make you slow now;
It's not the music of the ghetto. Eh!
Weepin' and a-wailin' tonight;
(Ooh, can't stop the tears!)
Weepin' and a-wailin' tonight;
(We've been suffering these long, long-a years)
Weepin' and a-wailin' tonight
(Will you say cheer?)
Weepin' and a-wailin' tonight
( ... )
Give me the food and let me grow;
Let the roots man take a blow.
All them drugs gonna make you slow;
It's not the music of the ghetto.
We gonna be burnin' and a-lootin' tonight;
(To survive, yeah!)
Burnin' and a-lootin' tonight;
(Save your babies' lives)
Burning all pollution tonight;
(Pollution ... )
Burning all illusion tonight
(Lord-a, Lord-a, Lord-a, Lord!)
Burning and a-looting tonight;
Burning and a-looting tonight;
Burning all pollution tonight. /fadeout/
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| another one, that is SO fitting for me... | 2005-10-30 14:09:26 ET |
Morphine and Chocolate
4 Non Blondes
Substitute my gloom with happiness
Substitute my sickness with health
Substitute my enemies with real good friends
Morphine & Chocolate are my
Substitute, substitutes
Morphine & Chocolate can bring me up
Can warm my heart whenever I want it
And every once in a while when I stop and think
Morphine & Chocolate are my
Substitute, substitutes
And you can say " Hey, we've really come a long way "
And you say " Hey, it can only be this way "
You might be careful, It really hurts when it's real
You might be careful, It really hurts when it's real
You'll go down, down, down, down, ooh !
Set the alarm clock, baby
Don't you miss the sun ?
I'm feeling really warm hearted baby
Don't you know I'm feeling like someone
I'm fearing for my life again and I am
Fearing for my heart
Morphine & Chocolate could never
Substitute my art !
And that's real love baby
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| WOW... Remembering all the way back to `92.... | 2005-10-30 13:57:21 ET |
What's Up
4 Non Blondes
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
So I cry somethimes when I'm lying in bed
To get it all out what's in my head
Then I start feeling a little peculiar
So I wake in the morning and I step
Outside I take deep breath
I get real high
Then I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
And I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
In this institution
And I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
So I cry sometimes when I'm lying in my bed
To get it all out what's in my head
Then I start feeling a little peculiar
So I wake in the morning and I step outside
I take a deep breaththen I get real high
Then I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
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| Sam's vocab word of the day! ...and I actually wormed in into a conversation today! yay! | 2005-10-27 14:00:01 ET |
Epistemology:
1. The branch of philosophy that studies the nature of knowledge, its presuppositions and foundations, and its extent and validity.
2. the philosophical theory of knowledge
Horray for $12 words!! hehehehe
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| Reposted from a responce, yet fully quoted, to show full appriciation for the lyrical brilliance | 2005-10-27 09:40:24 ET |
50 Ways to Leave Your Lover
by Paul Simon
"The problem is all inside your head", she said to me
The answer is easy if you take it logically
I'd like to help you in your struggle to be free
There must be fifty ways to leave your lover
She said it's really not my habit to intrude
Furthermore, I hope my meaning won't be lost or misconstrued
But I'll repeat myself at the risk of being crude
There must be fifty ways to leave your lover
Fifty ways to leave your lover
You just slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don't need to be coy, Roy
Just get yourself free
Hop on the bus, Gus
You don't need to discuss much
Just drop off the key, Lee
And get yourself free
Ooo slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don't need to be coy, Roy
Just listen to me
Hop on the bus, Gus
You don't need to discuss much
Just drop off the key, Lee
And get yourself free
She said it grieves me so to see you in such pain
I wish there was something I could do to make you smile again
I said I appreciate that and would you please explain
About the fifty ways
She said why don't we both just sleep on it tonight
And I believe in the morning you'll begin to see the light
And then she kissed me and I realized she probably was right
There must be fifty ways to leave your lover
Fifty ways to leave your lover
You just slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don't need to be coy, Roy
Just get yourself free
Hop on the bus, Gus
You don't need to discuss much
Just drop off the key, Lee
And get yourself free
Slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don't need to be coy, Roy
Just listen to me
Hop on the bus, Gus
You don't need to discuss much
Just drop off the key, Lee
And get yourself free"
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| food, what a concept | 2005-10-25 19:13:25 ET |
Well, after realizing I couldn't remember the last time I ate, I nuked myself a Veggie Burger. It was so good I had a second. So, I actually ate today, and was healthy and whatnot... so I deserve a beer or two, right? LOL! =P
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| More Weird Shit! | 2005-10-25 15:52:02 ET |
Found this in a folder of pics off a REALLY old and crappy digital cam. I have NO idea what it's SUPPOSED to be, so I'm not sure if the woman is SUPPOSED to be in the picture.
Though, it kind of looks like a picture of the Radiator in my Bedroom, which would be VERY weird, because I don't know anyone who looks ANYTHING like that who could have been in my room, nor is there anywhere to stand by the Radiator.
Sometimes it just feels like I am the 'Infinate Improbability Drive'
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| "This will not stand, man... This agression will not stand..." | 2005-10-24 17:21:47 ET |
Are we THAT repressed?
I know this country was founded by 'Puritanical Dickheads' and all, but the last time I checked, there were the Labour movements, The Civil Rights movement, the Sexual Liberation movement, the Equal Rights movements, the Sexual-Prefrence movement, tons and tons of Anti-War movements....
So, what, in the name of jumping-blue-jesus-on-a-pogo-stick is up with people?!? When did we all of a sudden become so uptight? ....and when did everything about the human form have to be looked at in a sexual nature? Had we not been cultured as a society? Have people just forgot? Please, tell me it's only another "Fad"....
Oh, and just one little thing. There's been this BIG hubbub about a perticular picture. My responce to it all: GET OVER IT! It's a Leg, people. We all have two of them. Yes, there is a grouping of muscle and flesh at the top of them we refer to as an Ass. If seening a icon-sized not-all-that-clear picture that ONE if the things in it happen to be the side of an ass really disturbes you THAT much - SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP! ...I'm not going to argue that the picture is decent art, or that it's aestheticly pleasing... Those are personal decisions. One thing I will say, no matter what your oppinion of it, it IS tasteful, and not improper in any way. You could get away with more on prime-time tv, even.
So please, "an't we all just get along......"
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| Randomness | 2005-10-24 16:32:49 ET |
Well, apparently my kitten Horus is a BIGGER perv. than I thought! He keeps trying to run off with my Whip, LOL! It's like his new favorite toy, hehehehe.
Oh, on a side note, today I found out that Tasteful Nudity, and a working knowledge of Psych. (as well as sociological knowledge of Psych. patients) makes you a "retard" and apparently an offensive asshole.... ...I also had it reaffirmed to me just how puritianical and quick to hostility and agression we as a society really are... scary shit.
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| Kodak Moment of the Weekend (now if only someone would have taken a picture) | 2005-10-24 11:29:51 ET |
Don't you just HATE it when you're doing something orappearing in a way that would just be FUCKING PERFECT to have a picture of, and no one thinks to take it untill you realize LATER what a great pic it would make?
Yeah... this weekend had SEVERAL of those... the best one being:
Standing bare-assed naked with just my black knee-highs and my 20-eyed Docs on holding my whip... hehehehe
Would have been nice to have a picture of me from the club opening on Friday night too, though. I was (and not being conceided or immodest in the least) BY FAR the sexiest dressed person there.
I was wearing: Tight black jeans tucked into my 20-eyed Docs, my Pirate/Vampire/Poet shirt buttoned only slightly past my naval, my black Trench (which stayed in the car when we went in the Club, or course), and to top the outfit off - I had my leather cat-of-nine-tails style whip hanging from my belt. Didn't hurt that I came in with the two sexiest girls of the evening - one on each arm...
It was quite ammusing, to say the least.... a "hardcore" club opening in a small southern town, Metal shows and a crowd that made me feel like I was a kid again, and my two lovely Succubi and I making ever head turn. Ah how I the Bible Belt for ever seeing the likes of me.... =P
...and that was your 'Weekend Update' with your host 'The Great Prophet Samuel'.....
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| Sex Test | 2005-10-24 09:47:38 ET |
| Your sexual experience rates at 92%. |
| Virgin [||||||||||||||||||..] Slut |
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| Your weirdness score is 46%. |
| Stereotypical [||||||||||..........] Totally unique |
| Get your own score! |
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| Where to begin | 2005-10-06 11:29:11 ET |
I have no idea where to begin to explain what has made me dissapear for so long (well, long for me, anyway). I guess the easiest way to explain it is to say that I've made three very good friends (Amanda, Dashel, and Morgan) - about 45 mins. away, across the VA. line -and LOTS of melodrama, as well as a very signifigant ammount of 'very enjoyable mayhem' has proceeded. (Perhaps more on that, later)
I am sorry for everyone who worried about and/or missed me, but I should be a bit more 'stable' now, feeling MUCH better now due to the decrease of isolation, and once again feeling needed.
I've missed all of you, and am as much fun as it's been, am glad to be back in touch now.....
-S
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| Oh boy! Looks like were in for one HELL of a night... LOL! | 2005-09-30 16:47:27 ET |
....if I'm listening to (and singing) this and I'm not even drunk yet, watch out... HEHEHE!! =P
Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling
From glen to glen, and down the mountain side
The summer's gone, and all the flowers are dying
'Tis you, 'tis you must go and I must bide.
But come ye back when summer's in the meadow
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow
'Tis I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so.
And if you come, when all the flowers are dying
And I am dead, as dead I well may be
You'll come and find the place where I am lying
And kneel and say an "Ave" there for me.
And I shall hear, tho' soft you tread above me
And all my dreams will warm and sweeter be
If you'll not fail to tell me that you love me
I'll simply sleep in peace until you come to me.
I'll simply sleep in peace until you come to me.
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| Pastafarianism - | 2005-09-30 11:06:56 ET |
WHY YOU SHOULD CONVERT TO FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTERISM (Pastafarianism):
- Flimsy moral standards.
- Every friday is a relgious holiday. If your work/school objects to that, demand your religious beliefs are respected and threaten to call the ACLU.
- Our heaven is WAY better. We've got a Stripper Factory AND a Beer Volcano.
May His Noodly Appendage touch you!
Ramen!
http://www.venganza.org
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| W all have our own Path | 2005-09-30 08:06:36 ET |
Ok... I think it's an appropriate time to make this post.
Now, as you all have realized, I like to preach on and on about my "pinko-revolutionary" ideals. ...but, though some of you may not have been able to see, I don't think EVERYONE should change to my way of life.
I don't preach to try to force people to change, rather to show them that there are ALTERNATIVES to perspectives fed to us by current society....
"Only give up a thing when you want some other condition so much that the thing no longer has any attraction for you, or when it seems to interfere with that which is more greatly desired." - Gandhi
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| apparently they have VERY limited selections, LOL! | 2005-09-29 20:52:58 ET |
 | You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.
In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.
Paganism | | 83% | Buddhism | | 83% | Satanism | | 79% | Hinduism | | 75% | agnosticism | | 75% | Christianity | | 71% | Islam | | 58% | atheism | | 42% | Judaism | | 38% |
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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| Quickie, anyone? | 2005-09-29 20:34:53 ET |
So... Why don't Buddhist vacume in the corners? hehehe anyone? anyone?
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| One Bad Mutha' | 2005-09-29 19:57:22 ET |
Ready for the end Apocolypse, and won't even mind it... hehehe
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| Even the cats have good taste | 2005-09-29 10:25:03 ET |
My Horus boy, showing off his excellent taste!
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| Words of Love and Compassion from our Mahatma | 2005-09-29 10:09:39 ET |
"I can boldly declare and with certianty that so long as there is even a handful of men true to their pledge, there can be only one end to the struggle - and tjhat is Victory."
"...even a crooked policy would in time turn straight if only we are true to ourselves..."
-Ghandi
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| I got the 'Pakaloa Blues' | 2005-09-28 20:16:33 ET |
"I got a preacher on my back,
Tellin' me just how to act,
Well, I'll never do you wrong.
I've got Diamonds in my tears,
I've got a long, long list of fears,
Well, I'll never do you wrong.
Why doesn't anybody call?
I've got no company at all.
With all my stupid stuff,
And I'm just another bum,
Nobody needs a friend like me"
-DBB
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| Am I the only one with EARS!?!? Or a head for SYNTAX!? | 2005-09-28 16:45:32 ET |
Ok, I did a Google search for lyrics to a song. I came up with THREE different variations of incorrect lyrics(only finding a FEW sites with the CORRECT lyrics, while a majority of them had what I know is WRONG)...
Here is how the line is supposed to go:
"I've got patients on my back like a cold, cold knife..."
Here is the other ways I found it:
"I got patience on my neck like a coconut"
"I got patience on my neck like a coco that"
"I got patience on my neck like a coco knife"
Ok, does ANY of those other ones even SOUND like the first and/or MAKE SENCE!!?!??? Jeez....
-S
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| Shedding Light on the Darkness of Greed!!! | 2005-09-27 11:03:25 ET |
"Everything for Everyone, and Nothing for Ourselves"
- Zapatista slogan
"Greed!
Causing innocent blood to flow
Entire culture, lost in the overthrow
They came to seize and take whatever they please
Then all they gave back was death and disease
My people were left with no choice but to decide
To conform to a system, responsible for genocide
Responsible for genocide
Responsible for genocide...
.....It's brutality can never be undone
But the sun is not yet set
The bass and drums and microphones a threat
That's when ya investigate the crimes from the inside
And see that they're responsible for genocide
Responsible for genocide
Responsible for genocide...
Ya cram ya culture down my throat
Say I'm inferior when I find that I choke
Ya fill my mind with a false sense of history
And then you wonder why I have no identity?
Well I'll strike a match and it'll catch and
Spread the insight we need
A tiny fire, burning bright
Shedding light on the darkness of greed...."
-RATM
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| wonderful lines!! | 2005-09-27 06:44:10 ET |
"'AIDS is killing the entire African nation
And a vaccine is still supposedly under preparation
But these governments they don't mind the procrastination
They say "We'll kill them off, take their land and go there for vaction.'"
-RATM
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| What a WONDERFUL quote! | 2005-09-24 17:15:40 ET |
"Grief is like a drunken house guest, always coming back for one more goodbye hug." -Stephen King
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| More adventures of 'Happy Noodle Boy' | 2005-09-23 23:35:17 ET |
ARRRR! READ MY RECENT POSTS! COMMENT! DAMN YOU ALL!!! DIEEEEEEEE!!!!
"YOU LIE MR. BEAR! YOU LIEEEEEEEEE!"
-JTHM
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| A few 'Inspired' pieces - from my last 'Trancendental Experience'. | 2005-09-23 17:50:10 ET |
The time has come for Ants and Locusts
But also for the Rising of the Phoenix,
And the Reign of the 'Fiery Lion'.
The 'Sleeping Serpent's stirs
In restless slumber.
Anxious,
For it's 'Infinite and Eternal' Ascent.
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I am without my 'Arms' to do my 'Bidding',
Without 'Eyes' with which to 'See'.
Ah, my fair child -
I am of an Age,
Unimaginable to your Human Mind,
And from a World,
Unrecognizable as your own.
-S
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| Tipper Gore, go screw yourself! | 2005-09-22 09:37:23 ET |
Alright, a comprimise. I Personally feel that Art is Art is Art, but for the children, the more prudish and/or faint of heart, I will just post links to any further piece of me that is even the SLIGHTEST bit revealing.
So, if you don't want to see, don't click the links! This is the best I'll do.
SamArtChalk.jpg
(This happens to have the best effects, if I do say so myself... lol)
-S
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| More fun with Photoshop | 2005-09-22 08:54:37 ET |
Ok, this is becoming quite addicting, now... LOL
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| A poem written tonight... | 2005-09-21 15:23:02 ET |
Pills and a Stiff Drink
Pills and a Stiff Drink,
I can't bear the pain to think.
Wash all these troubles away from me,
And let me slip into my Darkness.
The drink and drugs become my companion
They become my friends,
They keep me company.
The bottles and tablets,
At least they never reject me,
Or leave me all alone
On a special occasions like Birthdays
Or the times when I need them the most.
Pills and a Stiff Drink,
I can't bear the pain to think.
Wash all these troubles away from me,
And let me slip into my Darkness.
The welcomed intoxication is all I have to look forward to.
The only solace or comfort I receive.
I have not a solitary friend in this wretched place,
Except for these tablets
And the fiery liquid that chases them down.
-s
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