A poem written tonight...
2005-09-21 15:23:02 ET

Pills and a Stiff Drink

Pills and a Stiff Drink,
I can't bear the pain to think.
Wash all these troubles away from me,
And let me slip into my Darkness.

The drink and drugs become my companion
They become my friends,
They keep me company.
The bottles and tablets,
At least they never reject me,
Or leave me all alone
On a special occasions like Birthdays
Or the times when I need them the most.

Pills and a Stiff Drink,
I can't bear the pain to think.
Wash all these troubles away from me,
And let me slip into my Darkness.

The welcomed intoxication is all I have to look forward to.
The only solace or comfort I receive.
I have not a solitary friend in this wretched place,
Except for these tablets
And the fiery liquid that chases them down.
-s


2005-09-21 16:55:11 ET

and me.. even if it is online.

meow :(

i like it but its sad...
you need to move, make a fresh start.. and have someone you already know there so they can help you meet people. you seem to think theres no hop of meeting anyone, friendship or relationship-wise..

2005-09-21 17:08:57 ET

Very beautiful...but very sad. Things will get better soon Sam.

2005-09-22 07:30:40 ET

I moved and made a "fresh start" a year ago, coming up here to NC from FL. I hardly had any friends down there, and I lived there MY WHOLE LIFE. Now I'm here and can't afford to move anywhere else, thank you very much.

2005-09-22 11:50:29 ET

i know this... but youve given up hope?...
this was just a fluke.. things will be set right when they are..

2005-09-22 12:49:34 ET

Do you mistake Art for Reality? =P

2005-09-25 14:45:57 ET

there is no reality in this art?

2005-09-25 19:24:56 ET

Well, EVERY artist's piece contains the artist, of course. heh

2005-09-28 19:16:03 ET

exactly.

2005-09-28 19:57:41 ET

heh =P

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