I win    2007-04-13 09:59:26 ET

so,for about an hour yesterday my birthday was kickass.i talked to alyssa,and was bummed cause she wasn't gonna come over.but she gave me some really great news,that my friend had broken up with his crazy ass g/f,that made it all better.then i get a phone call from renee(a really close friend of mine from way back in jr.high) and i find out she's comin home!!!i'm so fucking happy,aaahhhhh,can't even describe how happy and releaved i am about her moving back,i miss that girl so much.no more road trips to bumfuck,arkansas(aka heber springs)to go see her.lol
then,my mom and g-ma gave me a fucking record player/cd player thing!!!it's fucking gorgeous,and the sound quality is amasing.
...and then the indian called and said he was coming over.and that was...well,it just was,i guess.he brought me some of his dead kennedys records and a pretty necklas.though i specifically told him a didnt want shit.i didnt even want to see him,but he wouldn't have come any other day.i knocked the shit out of him a couple times,and felt a little better....but only a little.

all in all,this was prolly the best birthday i've ever had.so,go me.













 lol    2007-04-12 09:40:02 ET
two post's in one day...ima looser

i'm tierd...and sick...
had this stomach ache for days
and haven't been able to get this bad taste outta my mouth for longer
the indian's comin over today

don't know how thats gonna go over....
the excitement of last night's worn off...
not enough valium in the world for this day



bah...i think i just need to get out...

 Hell Yes    2007-04-11 22:10:57 ET
finnaly,some good news!!!
wittles just got accepted at suicide girls!!!!
fuck yes,i am so happy for her,she so fucking excited,but shes tryin not to get her hopes up
wtf?she's fucking gorgeous,and a great model
this is only the first round of selections,but she made it immediatly
which is almost unherd of


ahahahaha,i'm so very happy for her


i'm going to be applying soon,tho i know i wont get in as fast as her,if at all.




^____^ happy fucking birthday to me,and go wittles!!!
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 Fuck you chuck palanuik...    2007-04-10 20:54:26 ET
for always being right...


The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.
Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters, 1999

People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.
Chuck Palahniuk

We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives.
Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.
Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

Hysteria is only possible with an audience.
Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters, 1999

Who you are moment to moment is just a story.
Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters, 1999

Your birth is a mistake you'll spend your whole life trying to correct.
Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters, 1999

i'm bored,and currently hating this man for always being right
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 "i've never seen scars like yours"    2007-04-09 12:13:42 ET
it's always the ones you least expect it from.
always the ones you were sure you'd be friends with forever.
the ones you thought knew how much you loved them.but instead went and did something so fucking stupid,all because you wern't sure "where we stood."
all because i didn't call you "my boyfriend"??
you were supposed to know me best.i've always been honest with you,to the point where it hurt.i'd do anything for you,and have.things that i hate myself for.
and you go and throw away 12+ years of friendship,and our relationship,because i didnt fucking call you my boyfriend?!
or,really,was it because i'm not a whore?
because i'm not a stupid bitch like the others?
i just want the fucking truth from you,for once.
you fucked up kid,big time.
but dont worry,you can go and run away to oregon like you did last time.
because god forbid anything be hard or scary for you.

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