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2006-07-08 13:48:31 ET Nine Inch Nails Gave Up perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most forgot how it feels well almost no one to blame always the same open my eyes wake up wake up wake up in flames it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me see the light smashed up my sanity smashed up my integrity smashed up what i believed in smashed up what's left of me smashed up my everything smashed up all that was true gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do covered in hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine watching the hole it used to be mine just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray give it to me i throw it away after everything i've done i hate myself for what i\'ve become smashed up my sanity smashed up my integrity smashed up what i believed in smashed up what's left of me smashed up my everything smashed up all that was true gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do i tried i gave up i tried i gave up i tried i gave up throw it away ...this may be goodbye, so if this is, I just want to say - I have enjoyed most of you, very much! Thank you for everything. Some of you, especially, have enriched my life, in ways you could never imagine. May life bring you the peace and happiness which has so eluded me. I am sorry, with many of you, that we never became closer. ...if, by some fluke, anyone wants to try to contact me, beforehand, or wants an update on the situation, here is my contact info that might be worth trying..... (plus, if you see me on - even if away - it also might be worth trying me on the messenger programs.) C. Samuel Safran 2506 Spring Garden St. Greensboro, NC 27403 (336)547-8714 taliesin@bellsouth.net or loveisthelaw@gmail.com http://prophetsamuel.tripod.com http://prophetsam.blogspot.com/ http://www.frappr.com/thegreatcultofsamuel |
