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2006-02-14 10:30:28 ET This was transcribed onto computer sometime in early `98. I think it was written between 2-3 years prior to that. I just re-discovered it, and it seems fitting to my mood, right now. THE RELIEF OF DARKNESS I'm not sure how much longer I can keep it up. It takes all of my strength to go on. I try and make the best of things, But the pain is becoming unbearable. I have been all but stripped of my emotions, It semms like all I feel is pain. I feel so empty. My heart and soul seem to be dying. I can't take being alone anymore. Death is calling to me like never before. I see his dark shadow behimd me in the mirror, I feel the ice water in my viens. My heart has frozen over. I reach for my razor, Drag it down my wrists, Feeling all of my suffering drain from my body, Forming a pool at my feet. Seeing the light turn to shadows, Everything turns black, The relief of darkness. |
