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2005-12-29 09:34:48 ET So I have started about twelve different journal entries in the last two days. I stop myself and delete them becase I reread what I written and I find it trivial and stupid. Not that I think my life is boring. There's alot going on in my life. I just got married. I had a honeymoon in Italy. I just finished a semster of school that kicked my butt. There is stuff to talk about. I guess I just feel trivial and noninteresting. I went to Tahoe for Christmas. I hate Tahoe. I love the people I get to see when I am there. So it was defiantly a love-hate trip. Christmas was nice. I got an amazing necklace from my husband. My mom is getting better at buying me clothing, and I was a good wife and bought cool Game boy accessories for my man. He was mostly happy because I finally gave him his gameboy back... I have to get myself one... Kim Possible 3 is out! I also got to hang out with three of my closest friends. That is what made this christmas really fun. I was a bit worried because I have been around the old crews when new spouses were added into the mix. Not always a good resault. My Love fit right in. This was a huge sigh of relief. I like that the good parts of my past fit well with my future. Anyway, it just made me sad to go home. I am not a huge fan of Southern California. San Diego is an annoying place to live. School is what keeps me here. And though I have tried, I just haven't made friends here that I can at odd hours or go play games with. Spending a few days with the friends I can, makes me feel lonely. I blew up at Dave in the shopping mall yesterday because he wasn't happy about following me around the store as I made exchanges. I explained to him that he was my only friend I had here to go places with. He reminded me that it wasn't always a good idea to Take husbands shopping. So I left my shopping and we went home. |
