Loosing my confidence
2004-11-23 21:46:43 ET



There is this silly fear that naggs in the back of my head that tells me I will never be what I have promised others I am.

I am staring at the list of commitments I have made : school, work, Friends, a boyfriend.

I am reminded of mistakes I have made in the last month,

and then there is the room I still am unable to clean.


2004-11-24 05:05:38 ET

My room is constantly cleaned and constantly made messy, so it always looks the same. I call it harmony, others call it a mess.

2004-11-24 07:23:33 ET

hold fast and drive on. things will look up :)

2004-11-25 22:22:14 ET

Thanks.

2004-11-26 05:55:10 ET

no problem

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