2003-08-17 20:21:42 ET

FUKK

|RIPS HAIR OUT|

I AM HAVING A EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN. i cant do this anymore. i need to get bakk to tha konkrete jungle.

i cant even think.

i cant move.

i cant comprehend.

i have to get out of this hole before i get smothered.

|cries|

i need professional help i think.




























p.s will elaborate on punk rawk show later


2003-08-17 20:25:29 ET

dude...ette...
I sympathize.
I feel that way whenever I go to finish the family back in Whothehellcaresfarmingcommunity.

Hang in there.

2003-08-17 20:28:54 ET

but you see the thing is i HAVE BEEN HANGIN in there for too many years.

and it never gets better just progressivly worse.

i see no point in trying anymore.

and something tells me thats not right.

2003-08-17 20:29:31 ET

i dunno imma take some pills and go to bed.

i have an early day tomoorow.

2003-08-17 21:59:57 ET

i know how you feel. i don't want "professional help" all they do is prescribe pills. fuck that.

2003-08-18 04:57:30 ET

<3 <3 <3

2003-08-18 07:50:55 ET

I know how you feel...the 'burbs are suffocating.

2003-08-18 11:01:38 ET

well is there any other solution.

i kno prof help is bad in some ways.

but i mean there must be something that can help.

its getting werse.

2003-08-18 11:06:43 ET

i know my friend's shrink recommended going to a group. maybe talking about it with other people can help you understand it better, hence, make it go away faster? i don't know. being active, just getting out the house helps for me. even temporarily, better than nothing? =/ *hugs*

2003-08-18 12:20:15 ET

yeh .

i dunno about talking to a whole nunch of ppl about my issues.

that is not the thing for me.

yeh i think i shud get out n excersise...get backl with nature.

2003-08-18 15:15:50 ET

I'm with you on that one... exercise released endorphines in the blood, and they make this natural "high".

That, and group councilling can be a very... discriminating experience. Something to think very hard about before getting into.

2003-08-18 15:58:08 ET

yeh meybee i shud stop partying.

2003-08-18 15:59:26 ET

Party in moderation. =)

No partying is a major bummer. =(

2003-08-18 16:01:33 ET

thats tru.

some say i party too much.

but i mean i am young.

i dont think anything when your young is excessive.

2003-08-19 00:15:33 ET

haha i agree. you're young once, and you can't be doing this when you're older so seize the opportunity! but yeah, don't kill yourself partying too hard.

2003-08-19 03:33:42 ET

ezacitically (said the catapillar top alice)

2003-08-19 10:02:25 ET

=D

2003-08-19 11:05:28 ET

That catapillar was bitchin'

2003-08-19 11:33:11 ET

rebelina.

i am ann-marie btw.

|waves|

yeh the catapillar is trippin on opium.

dont you remember the hookah?

2003-08-19 11:44:25 ET

For sure ;)

He was quite fond of his fancy pipe ;)

2003-08-19 18:33:53 ET

im crystal. where da hookahs at?

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