2003-09-14 12:49:45 ET

I miss affection from AJ...I miss alone time with AJ. I feel like crap today. I'm awefully depressed. I want to spend time with AJ damnit!


2003-09-14 12:54:12 ET

*feeling the same*

2003-09-14 12:55:40 ET

it sucks.....I want my AJ..right here, right now!..but it can't happen..:(

2003-09-14 13:38:16 ET

just want something....

2003-09-14 14:44:15 ET

..:(.....depression and boredom is my life..

2003-09-14 14:52:32 ET

yea basically the samehere

2003-09-14 14:55:46 ET

yup..it sucks.

2003-09-14 14:58:29 ET

yea it really does... but its ok... i suppose

2003-09-14 14:58:56 ET

yea...atleast its a life..

2003-09-14 15:00:26 ET

could be much worse... could be scrapin' for money everyday just to be able to eat every few days... and livin' in a car half the time... when you have no one to stay with O_o

2003-09-14 15:02:09 ET

true...well when I have a baby in about 2 years.. i probably won't eat unless my baby has plenty to eat and all its needs are taken care of first...or I'll just be eating macn chees and hotdogs..while my kid is living the life..haha..

2003-09-14 15:03:55 ET

awwww... thats sweet...
i love babies 2... but shhh :::finger to lips::: don't tell anyone hahaha..

yea i don't know i need to wait for a baby... i have a lot of stuff i need to do... just get ready for the responsibility...

can't even really take care of myself... if i had 2 i could take care of a baby... but it would be really rough O_o

2003-09-14 15:23:32 ET

Yea, well I've been having alot pf problems with my female organs.. and this last time I had a close call..they thought I had cancer....it made me think of what is really important to in my future.. and having my own family is... college can wait until I've had a baby or 2...I am going to college but my own family comes first..

2003-09-14 15:24:58 ET

:-) thats sweet... sorry to hear about all the problems.... but i think that is a very awesome point of view :::tear:::sniffles::: *hugs*

2003-09-14 15:27:54 ET

hehehe..thank you! *hugs back* My parents are really supportive of that decision also, they said If I need help when the time comes that they will help me out..

2003-09-14 15:29:34 ET

awwww that is sweetness... my cousin amy was told a couple years back... that she would have to have a baby soon... if she wanted to have one at all... cause she had somethin' that i can't remember what it was called... but she just had her baby girl... i think it was thursday or friday :-) i'm happy for her

2003-09-14 15:33:33 ET

thats awesome!....did they say she had Endometriosis...or cervical dysplasia?

2003-09-14 15:36:25 ET

i think it was endometriosis

2003-09-14 15:38:27 ET

yea...is she a red head?

2003-09-14 17:48:05 ET

yea she was actually O_o... does that like have somethin' to do with it?

2003-09-15 14:10:19 ET

Its most common with red heads... thats what I'm checked for alot..

2003-09-15 14:12:04 ET

yea... never really realized that...
i hope ya get what ya want :-)

2003-09-15 14:13:56 ET

yeah...damn my female junk!..blah..

2003-09-15 14:15:12 ET

:-\... sorry it happened to ya... wished there was somethin' i could do

2003-09-15 14:17:49 ET

oh, its ok. I'm use to it. I don't have the great of an immune system I guess..or something like that..

2003-09-15 14:21:33 ET

yea... i have a pretty good immune system.. just got a pretty bad habit of gettin' injured haha... i never get hurt doin' crazy stuff... i always get hurt doin' somethin' that you probably shouldn't have gotten hurt doin' in the first place... haha... i can fall off the front of a bike doin' a trick and have nothin' more then scrapes... but i wake up and stretch and my neck fucks up... or i slide down a hill on a ski on ice... and barely miss a tree... but yet... i walk to the house and fall into ice... and my hand is bloody and my nose is chipped...
haha i don't get it :-)

2003-09-15 14:25:32 ET

hahahahahaha....yea...me too.. I wake up with bruises and have no idea how they got there..i think I beat myself up in my sleep..but with my female junk.. i think its just bad luck..

2003-09-15 14:29:15 ET

yea maybe so :-\...

2003-09-16 12:33:49 ET

yea..

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