| im dumb, shes a lesbian 2005-04-06 20:21:33 ET |
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well, i started a very pointless argument with James.. the argument every guy is hoping never happens.. the "where is this relationship going?" one.
i feel like crap for even bringing it up.. i mean, i had no reason to yell at him.. i know hes not leaving me, and i know he never will. we stuck thru it for 3 years already.. i guess it just bothers me that he is so against getting married.. why does marriage mean so much to me? i guess coz no one in my family is married (not my mom, dad, or grama) and i dont wanna be like that.. ehh.. i worry for nothing. not to mention.. people dont usually talk about married before the guy has even proposed. love is all that matters..
right?
yeah.
....then why does it hurt so much?
eh.. check out my new gallery entitled "art"..
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| OI OI! 2005-04-06 13:18:30 ET |
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i downloaded the No Doubt "oi to the world" video.. its depressing the way they (as in "they" i mean Gwen Stefani) have changed.. they seemed so innocent and happy in that video.. now Gwen is singin with Eve.. whats up with that!?
so its my spring break this week.. im enjoying the much needed sleep and internet play.. sad tho that the exciting part of my little vacation is bringing James lunch everyday. its all good. now if only i could see my brother.
ive spent my savings down to $250. with my magic skills i will make the 250$ last 2 weeks in florida.. including gas and food! i didnt wanna have to stay at my sisters apartment but i might have to with my lack of funds. arrgh!
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