im dumb, shes a lesbian

Antipathy 2005-04-06 20:21:33 ET well, i started a very pointless argument with James.. the argument every guy is hoping never happens.. the "where is this relationship going?" one. i feel like crap for even bringing it up.. i mean, i had no reason to yell at him.. i know hes not leaving me, and i know he never will. we stuck thru it for 3 years already.. i guess it just bothers me that he is so against getting married.. why does marriage mean so much to me? i guess coz no one in my family is married (not my mom, dad, or grama) and i dont wanna be like that.. ehh.. i worry for nothing. not to mention.. people dont usually talk about married before the guy has even proposed. love is all that matters.. right? yeah. ....then why does it hurt so much? eh.. check out my new gallery entitled "art"..

SubSonik 2005-04-07 07:55:58 ET if you're married you get a tax break. tell him that. also, checked out the "art Gallery" your teef are nice and there are WAY more than 52 ways to kill anyone.

Antipathy 2005-04-07 08:52:53 ET he dont care about tax breaks.. ehh, i know im rushing into things, knowing me if i keep freaking out like this im gonna cause him to wanna leave me.. which is the opposite of what i want. i know i got nice teef! they cost $1500 worth of drillin.. haha.. ouch.

SubSonik 2005-04-07 09:18:55 ET ouch indeed LOLz

crystaltears 2005-04-07 10:07:37 ET you killed the duckie..... why? whyd you have to kill the duckie? ::goes away to cry::

klemmy 2005-04-07 14:49:23 ET those are some insane pics of the duckie. I can associate with James' feelings. marriage is a big step. it's legally saying, you and me are one and if we break up, u're getting half of my crap. but there's also the thoughts of couples that have lived together or been together for a while then boom get married and next thing u know, divorce. divorce scares me more than marriage. lacey asks me the same questions and i just feel that i like how things are.

Antipathy 2005-04-08 04:09:53 ET james is basically afraid of that ur sayin, that if we get married young then we'll divorce.. the last thing either of us wants is a divorce. he just says hes happy the way we are too and he doesnt need some legal contract to say that he wont leave me. i guess girls are different, girls get in a relationship hoping the guy is going to fall head of heels and cant wait to marry her.. but life doesnt work like that. megan: i have to say the disclaimer: "no duckies were harmed in the making of the images" mr ducky is happy and healthy squeaking away in my bathtub.

klemmy 2005-04-08 14:30:22 ET if u live with him like 7 years you become common law married btw.

Antipathy 2005-04-08 14:31:53 ET well, we cant live together coz my dad has a problem with us living together and not being married, which i dont have to obey my dad, but its easier to do what he says.

klemmy 2005-04-08 14:35:21 ET well yeah, u're still in school still so i can agree with daddy.

Antipathy 2005-04-08 14:36:58 ET ya but im gonna be 20 in 3 months..

klemmy 2005-04-08 14:37:05 ET WOW.

Antipathy 2005-04-08 14:38:20 ET sarcastic wow? ... or wow that im still in high school?

klemmy 2005-04-08 14:38:59 ET the second. u're only 2 years younger than i. i thought u were 18-19.

Antipathy 2005-04-08 14:40:47 ET well, i was spossed to graduate in 2003. and i act very young. i was actually feelin kinda depressed today that the only people i see on a daily basis are 16.

klemmy 2005-04-08 14:41:38 ET i would be depressed too over that.

Antipathy 2005-04-08 14:45:20 ET i feel like a loser for being so behind. its like ive been in the same position in life for 3 years: 12th grade. i cry everyday. ha.. ha.. <--- not really joking

klemmy 2005-04-08 14:46:27 ET damn.

crystaltears 2005-04-12 10:41:21 ET 1. ok good... duckies ok 2. i understand both sides and that thing about living together for 7 years thats cool 3. you dont really act that young and at least you can be like "shut up and respect yer elders" thats always fun to say. 4. your not a loser unless im a loser, because we are on the same basic level of coolity... i think. 5. did you already sell all the clothes you dont want cause i need clothes and im poor... ::hopeful eyes:: 6. the plato's closet idea is brilliant as long as you havent sold all yer clothes yet... 7. movie theatres are bad...

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