forever lost

siamesedream 2005-09-21 02:31:33 ET im lost.. forever.. i think ill never find my place in this world... i have loved the love of my life for 3 years n hes on heroin for fuks sake... all i want is to speak to him.. see how hes doin... where r my freinds? i tell u where... in my head.. non-existant i think i wana kill myself...

klemmy 2005-09-21 07:20:40 ET hey now, nothing rash! suicide is a permanent solution that will cause more problems than it solves. i lost a good friend to drugs (well...he's still alive, but he's in jail now). it's tough. ::hugs::

siamesedream 2005-10-01 21:19:12 ET thanks... i got a phone call from him like the next day.. how weirds that? hes healin up well.. but he still says theres a permanent scar in his mind.. i still love him... he said he loves me..

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