So I can't lie I think that I am an above advarage beauty. But Ppl have just been getting me down about myself. I don't know if it bc my fiance left me 2 days b4 our wedding. Or that ppl just say things that are the equivalent of "You are so pretty...for a chunky girl" Still men hit on me but I can't shake the feeling that I am undesirable. Its very upsetting.