we say goodnight to see a new day    2006-02-12 12:06:47 ET
we say goodnight to see a new day
if you dont like the way
your life is going change it
i know thats easier said than done
but if your going to complain about something
you should make an honest attempt to change
(this is not ment to be insulting im just ranting)
if you think you weigh to much shouldnt try to do something about
(for those of you who do try im not reffering to you
i understand its harder for some people to lose weight than
others thats fine) i just get so aggravated at people who cry
and wine that thier life sucks when but thier not doing anything
to change life is to short live your life for someone else
or spend time being with some one you dont want to be with
i know i might've offended someone for that im sorry
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 i hate to say    2006-02-06 18:13:12 ET
i hate to say but sometimes i dont like you
sometimes i would like to rip the fuckin soul from your eyes
we do you do the things you do
sometimes i dont know if i should smile or hate your very exsistence
so if thats the case should i not talk to you
i know this dosnt make any sence but thats ok
should i be stronger than this i guess everyone gets aggravated
i dont want them dead cause thats not cool but
i would like for things to change
but that will never happen have you ever meet one of those people
that when you try to explane to them we they aggravate you
they just get mad huff and puff like thier a fuckin 2 year old
and start ranting about how they dont care and blah blah blah
anyway im sorry for the rant sometimes you just need to vent

 enter journal below (help)    2006-02-04 06:15:51 ET
i know i know another song buts really good
its by fall out boy and is titled

ive got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "just friends"
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
At trust and love and hope
And the poets are just kids who didn't make it
who never had it at all

And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputation's on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me

Please put the doctor on the phone because I'm not making any sense
Blame everyone but me for this mess
And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart
We never seemed so far
I'm hopelessly hopeful, that you're just hopeless enough
But we never had it at all

And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputation's on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me

To everyone else around me
Everyone else around me
Everyone else around me

 theres no need to cry.... theres always someone that knows how you feel    2006-02-02 10:56:02 ET


do you ever wish you could fly
i always thought it would be so relaxing to
rest on the clouds and watch the stars
that sounds like heaven to me
do you ever wish you could talk
to someone that dosnt make you feel so weak
someone that dosnt pull these fuckin pity me speeches
do you ever wish you could hide away in a book
and pretend your someone else
go on adventures, meet friends and learn you were perfect the way you are
do you ever wish you were younger
when the only thing you had to be worried about was one loop or two
when you didnt care about when to give up your inoccences it didnt matter
you were beautigul no matter what you didnt have to sleep with anybody to be cool didnt have to do drugs to fit in you were perfect just the way you were.

i really had know point in this you can answer them if you like
but it was just randomness
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 What If    2006-01-30 19:49:05 ET
do i need to be a different shape to be heard
do need to be so childish to meet your idea
do i need to get madand scream at the world
to make my point
should i cry when im not sad
fuck when im not in the mood
or laugh when im not happy
if i changed my voice and talked like you
would you talk to me
if i dressed like you and always stayed so sad would you like my song
i guess it doesnt matter cause i couldnt care less
i just thought i would ask
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