| PS: 2003-06-14 07:33:40 ET |
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Loki RAWKS for getting me a groovy TANK GIRL tee!!! AGH! I'm so excited :]
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| 2003-06-14 07:07:58 ET |
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So I ended up having another cigarette last night, making the total two. I gave them back to the person who gave them to me.
I didn't enjoy them at all. They tasted nasty, and felt like the aftermath of vomiting. This morning when I woke up, my lungs hurt like a morning after a party, where I got blasted and smoked an entire pack during the course of the night. Man, it amazes me how much I used to smoke...I couldn't even smoke the whole thing, either time I had one.
Anyhow...I am so tired. I didn't get to sleep until four or so, and I had to get up at 8:30. I have to meet my daddums at 11 with public transportation, and it's saturday which means a slower schedule...If you ask me, they should *up* the transportation on the weekend, but whatevers.
My dad and I are going to a silent movie festival in Niles today. We're gonna go to the seminars from noon to two, the movies from 3 to 5, and the symposium from 7 to 10...loooong day. I will need to purchase a rockstar or red bull several times at some point :P ok...COFFEEEEEEEEEE
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| 2003-06-13 21:34:37 ET |
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GOD DAMMIT, I FUCKING CAVED...but that's ok...cuz I only had one...and I will NOT have another.
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| GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 2003-06-13 20:30:28 ET |
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Fuck caving...I'm gonna take this pack of smokes and smash it with a fucking hammer. I'm stronger then that. No, I have *still* not had a cigarette, but I aquired an unopened pack (I didn't buy it, but it's a long story) and I'm going to smash it. I don't want to go back, I thought I did, but I don't. If I have a cigarette, I'll have to start all over, and I've been doing really well. It sucks not being able to smoke, anymore, but man. If I go back, *I* will suck.
Ok, I won't smash them...I'm just going to give them back to the person who gave them to me.
I want to cry...I need to stay strong. But I want one so bad...god dammit...
Anyhow. Things suck right now...Major suckage. I'm so furious. My head fucking hurts...GAH. FUCKING EMPTY HOUSE MAKES ME FUCKING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| highly carbonated pop 2003-06-13 14:24:27 ET |
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Yay...dreds are back in...my life is now complete....
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