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2002-06-08 20:09:54 ET

I hate how i feel right now... it has been getting worse over the last few days.... I cant make my self happy... and if i am not happy then will i ever be happy? i dont know... i hate the fact that i get depressed all the time... maybe i need my meds uped... i dont know... will i ever know... i dont kwo... blah... ok....... i am just rambling now... blah blah.... ok bye bye
crys

HEHe i am old
2002-06-07 11:35:58 ET

27

I act like I'm 27.
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I AM A HORRIABLE PERSON
2002-06-07 09:18:25 ET

I said some mean things about my sister... and it got back to her... i feel so bad... i want to just crawl in a hole and die... that would be good eh... well i appologized but she is still mad... and i understand that... but i just hope she realizes that i do love her... and yeah... Blood is thicker than water... and my friend jessica... she was saying mean things and i was agreeing with her... man i am a bad sister... i mean she is my little sister... and i should be a good role model and now i am not... i used to be such a beautiful person, that is what she said... now i feel that she will never look up to me again.. :9 but i love her... and yeah... i hope she for givesme...
Crys

Man i need a job
2002-06-04 19:50:42 ET

I need to get a job... then my parents will get off my back.. i did not go get applications today.. so they are mad at em... bla... hum and i wonder hum i am so bored... so if i get a job i wont have a cerfew.. yaya.. so i think i will do that... hum..
I want some one to fool around with or so to speak.. but i dont really like any one here.. not enough just to play around like that any way...hum.. this sucks... humm... na na why dont you get a job.. hehe.. i am so tired... i should go to be soon.. even its only late.. but i am so happy... i dont even know why.. hum.. .so veryy tired.. he he... i am so tired... :| hum.. ok night night folks
Crys

JUST STUFF
2002-06-03 22:34:07 ET

I got so giddy today... at first i was in a hellish mood then i was talking to a guy and he said i was a princess.. not in the prude spoiled brat sort of way.. but in the good way... he said I look like a princess.. i was happy that made my day... plus he is really cute... YAY.. i hope when he comes back down i get to see him again.. He is a pilot:) and i was so happy... it was really fun.. :) well hum.. i have no idea what else to say.. hum.. ok by ebye
Crys

Well now
2002-06-03 16:32:12 ET

I am doing the look for a job thing... blah.. no fast food ever... or food in general... well coffee will bee good... but i will not work with food ever again... ok...
I only got two applacations to day.. cause i was busy.. blah and junk.. any way... i am so bored any more.. and i am accually sleeping in... it sucks... i hate to sleep ... ok.. hum... I dont know... I want to go to college now cause i am so bored, but i did not sign up for summer corses like a dumbass.. ok.. hum.. I need to do something fun and out ragous... man Rikki can help me with that...........................................
I WANT MY TATOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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GAH! and all that
2002-06-02 16:54:22 ET

Well ladys and Gental men... i am bored as hell... :) not well you all know that bored leads to trouble hum... i wonder what trouble i could get in to tonight... huh... Well i am going to Rikkis house maybe that could lead to fun... fun... fun... ok.. hu..I want bradley to call m e... damn it.. ok... will be off... bye bye
Crys

Flagrant use of carnal knowledge
2002-06-01 22:35:16 ET

Dear lord.... I need a new life cause i want to kill mine... yes death of it would be good... hum.. I hung out with the wee ones tonight and two of my friends... but i wanted to just hang out with Jess and Adam. but noooo ... the people would not go home... blah... i mean i was driving... man i am a fucking push over... bah... And i wanted to stay the night with them... but nnnnooo.. my mom was pissed and said no... dawn and i were fighting so thats why my mom was mad.. blah.... hum.. i just want to have fun.. so my moms excuse to keep me home was you have not cleaned your room in 6 months... blah blah... and if i dont do my laundry and clean it i will be grounded for the rest of the summer... fuck... i am 18 but i live in her house so i live by her rules... even if i hate it... i know she loves me so i will be good.... but GAH!!!!! ok i have ranted enough by ebye
Crys
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I am leaving on a BUS
2002-05-29 21:03:05 ET

I am off to disney land for two days... senior field trip :) but hey i will have fun any way... I am so tired... yay.. so, hum.. i am talking to MY BRADLEY!!!!!!!! i am so happy... man i love him... I wonder what to do... hum... well i am tired...
bye bye
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wwwoooooowwwwww!!!!!!
2002-05-27 18:28:26 ET

I accually did it... the realization of graduation just hit me... wow...i am so proud... any way i am going off to college in a few months.... Hey I need to get new pictures... of me on my web site... well hum... man this is incoherent... blah and junk.. Ok
I am going to cut my hair and die it brite red...yay... I really want to get new cloths... ok i dont like to shop... but I need to clean my room... then i will go shopping... no i will go to the thrift shop... yeah... ok this is really boring ... bye bye
crys
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